
Alrighty. So this last weekend was Illuxcon 2011. For those of you that don’t know, Illuxcon is an annual illustrators symposium put on by Patrick and Jeannie Wilshire in Altoona, PA. The 3.5 Day event brings together the foremost artists in the Fantasy/Sci Fi Illustration field as well as a host of aspiring artists, students and collectors. I could spend days elaborating on the foundation and function of Illuxcon, but I would rather talk about how it affects me and my friends. Straightforward and self-focused enough for you? Good.
In order to truly contain my thoughts on this weekend, I have chosen to write three separate reviews; each one focusing on an individual facet of the Event. To start things off I will review:
THE GALLERY: When the Waves of Inspiration Capsize Your Ego
So you’ve been traveling awhile to get here, both physically and mentally, you’ve brought your best work for review/sale, and you walk through the doors, get your badge and immediately feel like crumpling to the floor. As soon as your eyes refocus, you are standing in the midst of wonder and beauty. The 2 level gallery is filled with bright shapes, beautiful lighting and a diverse array of subject matter. Instantly your flaws feel like they are burning their way out of your portfolio and it is still tucked (thankfully) out of sight.
Seriously. That is how I felt this year. I wanted to go home right then and there and take up plumbing.
As I started walking through the crowd, looking at the work up close, I actually begin to feel worse. To see how far your would-be compatriots have come in a year is devastating. It is all I can do to high five Lucas, the Eric’s, Mike’s and Stevens as I crawl through the dungeon of my emotions. It is near the end of my first tour that I find my friend Steven Belledin, and he looks in about the same shape. Strangely enough, this is what starts to turn me around. To see Steven’s work is to be blown away. His sharp detail, pervasive atmosphere and all round cutting ingenuity are a pleasure to behold. And yet he is still humbled and awed by the show; left stricken by the tide of artistry that crashes into you. Knowing that Steven, someone who helped guide me in my early formative stage, feels so distraught gives me a perverse hope.
With my chin a little more up, I start looking for the rest of my friends. I feel like I am wearing emotional kevlar as I discover their new work and am able to actually conjure up a smile by the end. Bolstered by this second wind, I actually engage in long awaited reunion conversations about friends, families, news and awards. I am ready to head off to lectures and demos confident that I will return.
Soooo, you have eaten, learned and maybe partied a bit, and it is time for a critical look at the show. Where is Fantasy art heading? Who is new to the show? Who is missing? By the time I am ready for my second immersion, I start to feel like I am at a vacation home I will never own. The sights and sounds are familiar after all. I have left my sunken pride at the door, and am ready to explore the room like the fan boy I am.
Hours pass.Wonderful, invaluable hours.
By the evening, I am anxious and I can’t pinpoint why. I have seen most of my chums and acquaintances. The room party is good to go and the folks that need to know, do. So why do I feel this itch that can’t be scratched? And then it hits me. I won’t be buying anything. I can’t with everything that has happened this year, and the fragility under which I operate on a daily basis means the most tantalizing demon will not be sated: NO Originals for me.
Every year I have bought work that truly spoke to me and/or gave me a glimpse into the artists’ process. Although I have been forced to resell many of these because of the divorce, I have still been fortunate enough to own some beautiful work from Dan Dos Santos, Eric Fortune, Brom, Bill O’Connor, Drew Baker, Chris Moeller and Michael Whelan. This is the final deadly trap, and necessity (regrettably) guides me past it.
So what should you take from this chapter? Going to the Illuxcon Art Show is every bit an experiment on expanding your threshold of Wonder. It is going to an exhibit of 40 or more of your favorite artists, and you discovering a few new favs. The presentation is lively and immersive and the quality of work is nothing short of exquisite.
Thank you Patrick and Jeannie for the professionalism and wherewithal to present such an exhibit.
Tomorrow: Lectures and Demos: The True Future of Illuxcon